acik ... ko kecik ... itu sebab mungkin nya kita semua panggil ko kak cik ...
among us ... mata mu yang paling bulat galak ...
you were the comelest ... masyaAllah ... among us ... putih bersih ...
langsing je tubuh mu and panjang langkah mu ... laju larimu di padang Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Pelangai tu ...
kecik kecik mu kak mbong selalu kacau timang mu tinggi tinggi ...
then abah cakap jangan ... abah kata you almost died when you were born ... tumpah darah dari pusatmu yang masih belum kering ...
kak mbong tak tau ... di asrama when you were born ...
cuma teringat masa bercakap dengan abah di talipon asrama ... tak ada mobile masa tu pun ... abah cakap emak dah bersalin ... it was a saturday and abah dah beri nama ... seperti biasanya ikut hari lahir lah semua nama anak-anaknya ... dalam talipon kak mbong dengar nama mu Sabarina ... and i remembered thinking alah nama adik ni tak mmmm lah ... kalau Sabrina kan cool sikit ... tapi okay lah tu kalau abah dah beri nama kan ...
balik cuti penggal baru tau rupanya nama mu sebenarnya Sabrina (plus plus) ... cuma abah cakap biasalah cara orang kampung ... ooohhh gembiranya hati kak mbong nama mu so beautiful ... and i fell in love with you so much ... masyaAllah you were so cute ...
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acik yang sangat disayangi ... i am remembering this ... as you remembered me this evening ... calling me to say that you have passed the interview with flying colours ... AlhamduLillah ... it was a smooth interview ... they were pleased with you ... Allah SWT permudahkan bagi mu ... syukur banyak banyak ... life has been tough for you these past months especially ... but you sabar dan tidak putus asa ... Allah SWT ilhamkan abah beri nama mu begitu AlhamduLilllah ... Sabrina ... yang sabar ... throughout the challenging years of your life ... demanding family and career issues ... raising four boys alone these past years ... you have been sabar ... AlhamduLillah ...
step by step you did it ...
dan air mata kekandamu menitis when you said that now you are an SR ... that certification for your profession ... i know you are highly competent in your profession masyaAllah ... and the panel knew it too ... syukur syukur AlhamduLillah ... semoga bertambah kebajikan dalam kehidupan mu insyaAllah ...
i love you acik ... you know i am with you always insyaAllah ...
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adik akak ... an illustration ... google image
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ReplyDeleteBeautiful, as always. I see you.
This made me wonder if any of my sisters love me as much as you love Sabrina. :-) Gonna call them and throw fit..lol.
For Sabrina, you are the Lucky One.
MasyaAllah.
x
MP, thank you very much and your thought for Sabrina is much appreciated ... anak sulong kan ... you see them dari lahir ... and we know that they are us ... their pain our pain (emotionally and physically ... literally ... bila kacau adik kita pun kena hehe ... and this adik very special ... memang kami selalu kena :)... but most of all their strength is also our strength ... AlhamduLillah ... life is very challenging for her, she shared her pain ... but to the world she "selamba" je and never the one to give up ...
DeleteAnd you MP, i am very sure is the one most loved by all ... siblings don't have much time for each other but you sense their deep love when they tell you their deep pain as well as their profound happiness ... to you and you alone ... and for that i say AlhamduLillah that we are there for them ...
and especially for you MP ... love and salam xxx :)